I regretted it. The bitch just used me for sex and messed with my head. I prefer real relationships, with someone I can sit in silence with comfortably, without thinking there is something "wrong" because its so quiet.
I dated one of my sisters best friends from the time we were 14 up to just before we were 20. It was on and off, we had our issues. But we never had a major fight and we never had sex. It was one of the best relationships I've ever had and it didn't end in a huge fight.
That's my take on women. I don't care about sluts, or immature bouncey cutesy less brain cells than a beer kind of girls..
Sometimes it's any one of those things, but more often than not you get them all rolled into one if you don't know who you are dating.. If you're REALLY unlucky you'll also end up with one with some sort of spoiled entitlement complex.. ugh
Just pray you never see a GF you are really crazy about on some Girls Gone Wild commercial (or video I guess.. I don't watch them personally).. I have the utmost disdain for those girls.
Don't get me wrong here. Ok, not all women are like that. I mean, I have more brain cells than a beer. It doesn't make me less of a bitch though. I don't use people to get what I want. I have what I want. Most people do. People get used when some one else needs self-esteem and the other person is stupid enough to provide it.
The problem is too many people will say "Oh this ruined me. This one relationship, my Achilles heel. Woe is me!"
Here's what's up in life, folks: whatever you do, Own it. They're your actions. You made the choice. Sure, it may have been a bad one, but hindsight is always 20/20 and you can't kick yourself forever. As long as you own your mistakes, you cannot be unhappy.
And if you think you can, that means you aren't owning them. No regrets. Why bother? Regretting it won't change it.
The hardest part about puberty is finding your mindset. Define yourself. Don't let any one do it for you. You be yourself, whatever the cost. If you do that, then you won't be unhappy because you won't care what other people think.